Three weeks!

I am three weeks away from leaving to go to the place of my dreams! Every day I am more and more prepared! I just can't stop thinking about them and how much I can do for them! I have this one dream every night where it's my first day at the orphanage and I get out of the tuk tuk and all the kids rush up to hug all of us! I can't wait till that dream is reality! It seems unreal that it will be! I want to see them all smiling from ear to ear! I want to give them the love that hasn't been there through out the years! Most nights I'll look at all the pictures from past trip and shed a tear because of the sadness on their faces! My goal is to turn that sadness in to happiness! I love them more than you can understand! Right now they are my world, my everything. The next three weeks will be agonizing because I won't want to be anywhere but there, holding them in my arms. I love them and miss them. I want to be with them.